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So, I'm leaving this account...

I really don't have anything to say other than that it's because I grew out of Ianthony and Smosh related things, along with some other stuff, so I just decided to start clean and focus on a new account. Plus, I still write stories, but they will all be for one certain kink that I know some people wouldn't like to read, which is why I didn't post those stories here.

Sorry, guys, I know I just kinda quit on Ianthony and Smosh but I just kinda grew out of them recently and I've started liking better things (at least to me anyway).

If you want to know my new account, note me and I will give it to you (Please don't give it out to other people. The reason why I'm giving it out privately is because I want to know who actually wants to continue to watch my accounts and such)


  • Mood: Tired
  • Reading: Animal Farm

"I will make a sketch for the first 10 people to comment on this journal WITH their reference. You can request anything that you would like! In return, I ask that you offer 10 free sketches in your own journal. If you don't, you'll be taken off the list! I hope this is obvious, but this is for watchers only!"











  • Mood: Content
  • Reading: The Outsiders and Tex
Post this in your Journal with the title saying,
"I act like a __ year-old". 

[ ] You know how to make a pot of coffee.
[x] You keep track of dates using a calendar. 
[ ] You know how to change the oil in a car. 
[ ] You've done your own laundry. 
[ ] You can vote in an election. 
[x] You can cook for yourself.
[/] You think politics are interesting. 

Total: 2 1/2

[ ] You show up for school late a lot.
[ ] You always carry a pen/pencil in your bag/purse/pocket. 
[x] You've never gotten a detention.
[ ] You have forgotten your own birthday
[x] You like to take walks by yourself.
[ ] You know what credibility means without looking it up.
[ ] You drink caffeine at least once a week. 

Total: 4 1/2

[x] You know how to do the dishes 
[ ] You can count to 10 in another language. 
[/] When you say you're going to do something you usually do it. (I try :/ )
[ ] You can mow the lawn.  
[/] You study even when you don't have to.
[ ] You have hand washed a car before.

Total: 6 1/2

[x] You can spell experience without looking it up.
[ ] The people at Starbucks know you by name. 
[/] Your favorite kind of food is take-out.
[x] You can go to the store without getting something you don't need. 
[ ] You understand political jokes the first time they are said.
[/] You can type pretty quickly. 

Total: 9 1/2

[ ] Your only friends are from your place of employment. 
[ ] You have been to a Tupperware party.
[x] You have realized that practically no one will take you seriously unless you are over the age of 25 and have a job. 
[ ] You have more bills than you can pay. 
[x] You have been to the beach.
[xxxxx] You use the internet every day. 
[ ] You have been outside 3 or more times a day
[/] You make your bed in the morning. 

Total: 13

Final Total: 13
  • Mood: Content
  • Reading: The Outsiders and Tex
1. You must post these rules.
2. Answer the questions the tagger set for you, and create new questions for the people you tag to answer.
3. You have to choose 10 people to tag and post their icons on your journal
4. Go to their pages and tell them you have tagged her/him.
5. No tag backs.
6. No crap in the tagging section about "you are tagged if you're reading this." You have to tag 10 people

Tagged by :iconhiccupfangirl11:

Her questions - 
1. The Outsiders or The Breakfast Club?
The Outsiders! I love the book and movie so much <3 I really want to see The Breakfast Club though c:

2.  Pinkie Pie or Fluttershy? 

I guess Fluttershy :/ I really don't watch mlp...

3. (Wassabi Productions fans will get this) Who would you rather date; Rolanda or Richard?
Idk XD Rolanda is a stalker... And Richard likes her... They should date each other instead! :P

4. Would you rather get a cut and bathe it in salt or kill a baby duck with a broken wing?
Get cut and bathe it in salt. No way would I kill a baby duck >~<

5. JonTron or Egoraptor?
Uh... Neither ^^;

6. If you had the choice, would you date Loki?
Sure XD Why not XD

7. Bob Sheldon or Randy Adderson?
Randy! He wasn't as bad as Bob was.

8. Spike or Discord?
Um... ^^;

9. When I say "OH MY GOD, YOU KILLED KENNY!" You say...?

10. Skrillex or Deadmau5?
I listen to Skrillex more :3

My questions - 

1.) Who/What are you currently obsessing over?
2.) Favorite song by your favorite artist?
3.) What is your pet peeve?
4.) Would you rather learn Tae-kwon-do or Hapkido? (Both are a type of martial art)
5.) Favorite TV show at the moment?
6.) Favorite book?
7.) Favorite video game?
8.) Smosh or Shane Dawson?
9.) Which pairing is better - Shoey or Ianthony?
10.) What do you want your career to be?

I tag - :iconkerbubbles: :iconespertortuga: :icontigersponge: :iconmoonshine112: and anyone else who wants to do this because I'm lazy and can't think of anyone else :P
Stolen from :iconthunder-neko:

Dog -
Have you ever betrayed a friend?

Cat -
What's your favorite food?

Frog - 
Do you believe in true love?

Koala - 
Do your friends find you cute?

Panda - 
Sexual orientation?

Monkey - 
Are you hyper?

Bunny - 
Post a selfie?

Horse - 
Tell me about your first love.

Bear - 
Are you addicted to something?

Hyena - 
Do you laugh a lot?

Lion - 
Do your friends treat you like a king/queen or are you their server?

Duck - 
Do you make funny sounds? If yes, which?

Llama - 
Do you have funny habits? If yes, which?

Swan - 
Do people in general call you beautiful more or less often?

Elephant - 
Do people bully/used to bully you due to your looks?

Giraffe - 
Your height?

Parrot - 
Are you a talker?

Hamster - 
Do you eat a lot?

Turtle - 
Do you hide your feelings often?

Bat - 
Which part of the day/night you enjoy the most?

Butterfly - 
What's your biggest dream?

Pigeon - 
If you could get wings on your back, where would you go?

Alligator - 
Tell me three facts about you.

Answer ~

1.) I'm about a month (maybe less idk) older than my girlfriend. 
2.) I love the color green.
3.) I get sunburned easily. 

Dinosaur - 
How old are you?


1.) Grab the book nearest to you, turn to page 18, and find line 4.

"Tuff enough. Wait till I get out, though, so you can keep Darry off my back"

From - The Outsiders~

2.) Stretch your left arm out as far as you can. What can you reach?
Some DVDs I own~

3.) What is the last thing you watched on TV?
Old Looney Toons cartoons :meow:

4.) Without looking guess what time it is?
4:00 P.M.

5.) Now look at the clock. What is the actual time?
5:04 P.M.

6.) With the exception of the computer, what can you hear?
I'm listening to Hero by Skillet.

7.) When did you last step outside? What were you doing?
Last night. My step-mom were coming home from watching World War Z.

8.) Before you started this survey, what did you look at?
My messages, my Instagram, and my text messages to :iconkerbubbles:.

9.) What are you wearing?
Shorts and a t-shirt. 
10.) Did you dream last night?
I think so. Sometimes I have dreams, but I don't remember at all what happened in them when I wake up.

11.) When did you last laugh?
Earlier today.

12.) What are one the walls you are in?
It's purple, with yellow stripes and a dreamcatcher of mine is hanging on the wall.

13.) Seen anything weird lately?
Yeah, duh. I see weird things all the time.

14.) What do you think of this quiz?

15.) What was the last film you saw?
World War Z. It had a pretty nice plot to it and it was super creepy.

16.) If you became a multi-millionaire overnight, what would you buy?
... Idk...

17.) Tell me something about you that I don't know?

I would be a grade ahead of the one I'm going into now, but because my birthday was late, I'm stuck in this grade :/ I'm alright with it though ^_^

18.) If you could change one thing about the world.
So many things. Society today sickens me so much that I can't watch the news, because it just makes me furious about hearing things going on in the world.
19). What do you want to learn in the future?
Something interesting... Idk. Just something interesting. 
20.) George Bush:
He was alright. I don't care what you people think. He was a fine president. 

21.) Imagine your first child is a girl, what do you call her?

22.) Imagine your first child is a boy, what do you call him?

(If we had another boy, he'd be Dallas~)

23.) Would you ever consider living abroad?
*shrugs* I dunno.

24.) What do you want God to say when you reach the pearly gates?

I dunno. I'd tell him that I'm happy that I made it up there, and he could say whatever he wanted to me, since he is God, after all.
  • Mood: Glad
  • Listening to: Yellow by Coldplay &lt;3
  • Reading: The Outsiders and Tex &lt;3

- Name: Skylar

- Single or Taken: Taken :heart:
- Sex: Female
- Birthday: September 12
- Sign: Virgo
- Hair Color: Brown
- Eye Color: Blue-green
- Height: 5'2 
- Are you straight/bisexual/gay?: Bi c:


• Χ • S P E C I F I C S • Χ •

- What kind of shampoo do you use?: Whatever we have :P I really don't care XD
- What are you listening to right now?: Yellow by Coldplay :heart:
- Who is the last person that called you?: My grandma
- How many buddies are online right now?: About two XD

• Χ • F A V O R I T E S • Χ •

- Animals: Tigers, I think ^_^
- Color: Green :D
- Drink: Mountain Dew 
- Element: Fire or Water
- Food: Pizza~
- Game: Assassin's Creed 3 at the moment ^_^
- Movie: The Outsiders <3
- Song: Yellow by Coldplay
- Subjects In School: English or History
- T.V. Show: The Walking Dead 

• Χ • H A V E | Y O U | E V E R • Χ •

- Given Anyone A Bath?: Nope.
- Smoked?: No. I hate people who smoke. It can KILL you and people still do it. Ugh.
- Bungee Jumped?: No.
- Made Yourself Throw Up?: Gross! No! I HATE puking >~<
- Skinny Dipped?: OMFG XD No
- Ever Been In Love?: Yeah c:
- Made Yourself Cry To Get Out Of Trouble?: That's easy. Yeah.
- Pictured Your Crush Naked?: Omg XD
- Actually Seen Your Crush Naked?: Nope.
- Cried When Someone Died?: Yes. The most I cried for the death of a person was last year, when my grandma died. I cried for an hour straight.
- Lied: Who hasn't? It's hard not to.
- Fallen For Your Best Friend?: Yeah, but it didn't work out.
- Used Someone?: Yep. Unfortunately :/
- Done Something You Regret?: Yeah, of course. I regret a lot of things I've done.

• Χ • C U R R E N T • Χ •

- Clothes:  Gray shirt (that has a guy on it, holding a dog treat, and then there's a dog holding a IPod and it says underneath them "Drop it") and black shorts
- Desktop Picture: Pikachu~
- CD In Player: Nope.
- DVD In Player: Nope.

• Χ • L A S T | P E R S O N • Χ •

- You Touched: My step-mom
- Hugged: My step-mom 
- You kissed: My mom if she counts
- You IMed: :iconkerbubbles:
- Talk To Online: :iconhiccupfangirl11:
- You Sexed It Up With: Omfg XD


• Χ • A R E | Y O U • Χ •

- Understanding?: Mostly, yes. 
- Open-minded?: Very ^_^
- Arrogant?: Yeah, but I try not to be.
- Insecure?: Very.
- Random?: Yeah XD
- Hungry?: Not really at the moment. 
- Smart?: I've been told I am, so... Yes?
- Moody?: I can be, yeah.
- Organized?: I try to be ^_^ I mostly am.
- Shy?: When I have to meet new people, yeah.
- Difficult?: I can be at times.
- Bored Easily?: Very easily.
- Entertained Easily?: Again, very easily.
- Obsessed?: YESSS
- Lazy?: Yep! :P
- Angry?: I'm not at the moment, but it's very easy to make me angry.
- Happy?: Yep! ^_^
- Hyper?: I can be at times, yeah.
- Trusting?: Not easily, but once I know I can trust you, you get my trust forever ^_^

• Χ • R A N D O M • Χ •

- In The Morning I: Immediately get on my phone before I get up for the day
- Love Is: Wonderful, once you find your soul-mate :heart:
- I Dream About: So many random things XD
- What Do You Notice First In The Opposite Sex You're Into: Their eyes or hair

• Χ • W H O • Χ •

- Makes You Laugh The Most: :iconkerbubbles: or :iconzombiekiller17:
- Makes You Smile: :iconkerbubbles: makes me smile all the time :heart:
- Gives You A Funny Feeling When You See Him/Her: Idk, no one

• Χ • D O | Y O U | E V E R • Χ •

- Sit On The Internet All Night Waiting For That Someone Special To IM You?: Sometimes, yeah
- Wish You Were A Member Of The Opposite Sex?: YESSS
- Wish You Were Younger?: Sometimes, yeah.
- Cry Because Someone Said Something To You?: Yeah. I'm pretty fragile :/ 

• Χ • N U M B E R • Χ •

- Of Times I Have Had My Heart Broken?: AIJDSHJAISOIJOSADIOJAjio I'm not answering this one. Just... Too many times.
- Of Guys I've Kissed: None.
- Of Girls I've Kissed: None, but a girl has kissed me once, then blamed me for using my tongue when in reality I didn't really kiss back :/
- Of Cd's I Own:  About 5 or 6, maybe more
- Of Scars On My Body: A lot. The one that hurt the most was when a dog bit my leg. And I was once pretty close to cutting myself, but luckily some of the people close to me made me decide not to <3
  • Mood: Glad
  • Listening to: Yellow by Coldplay &lt;3
  • Reading: The Outsiders and Tex &lt;3
Nope :P 

September 12th

No one.

Dr. Pepper.

:iconkerbubbles: :heart:

I can't choose ;______;

Gummy worms ftw :3


Woah, that's too personal :l


:iconkerbubbles: :heart:



Hm... I'd have to say when we drove all the way down to either Texas or Florida.

Chocolate :3


1. I have a half-brother.

I would love to finally meet :iconkerbubbles: at NakaCon next year <3

My step-mom.

:iconkerbubbles:My friends, and my family <3

Stereo Hearts (feat. Adam Levine) by Gym Class Heroes 


Went to bed at 5 A.M. today and woke up around 8:50. Our Saint Bernard came in and slept on my legs until about 10:00, and then I got up to get some breakfast :3


Carrot :P

Starting a story and never finishing it :/


  • Mood: Lazy
  • Listening to: Yellow by Coldplay~ &lt;3
  • Reading: Tex and The Outsiders by S.E. Hinton :D
  • Watching: The Outsiders fan videos
  • Playing: Minecraft: Pocket Edition
  • Eating: Twix

how long is you hair?
[ ] long
[ ] medium
[X] short

how many fandoms are you part of?
[ ] 1-5
[ ] 5-10
[X] 10-up

do you have a crush on someone? 
[X] no
[ ] yes
[ ] .... umm well.. kinda sort of.. 

what color is your hair?
[ ] blonde
[ ] ginger
[ ] black
[X] brunette 
[ ] other 

Are you bored?
[X] yes
[ ] no

How many TRUE friends do you have?
[ ] 1-4
[X] 5-10
[ ] 10-up

Should we end this here?
[X] yes yes we should
[ ] no 

Did I just answer myself?
[X] Yup, I think so....
[ ] No, I'm not crazy!! (LIAR!)


  • Mood: Lazy
  • Listening to: Yellow by Coldplay~ &lt;3
  • Reading: Tex and The Outsiders by S.E. Hinton :D
  • Watching: The Outsiders fan videos
  • Playing: Minecraft: Pocket Edition
  • Eating: Twix
Hey, guys, so I have a little problem.

This little troll thinks she's all that and that she can mess with my girlfriend. This had made me furious, seeing what she's posted and she needs to stop.

And now, I'm asking any of you that know me or my girlfriend to help us report this illiterate little troll off of DA for good. I will give you more information about the troll through notes if you decide to help us out in reporting her.

Please, guys, it's only gonna get worse from here. I'm begging you, because trolls make me furious, especially if they upset someone I love.

Comment if you would like to help us down below.

Anyone who helps with taking down this troll will all be listed in a journal, once we get this troll taken care of.

Thanks for the help! I hope to see some of you guys help us! We'll be grateful for any kind of help!

  • Mood: Outraged
  • Listening to: Yellow by Coldplay~ &lt;3
  • Reading: Tex and The Outsiders by S.E. Hinton :D
  • Watching: The Outsiders fan videos
1.) Put your music player on shuffle.
2.) Answer the questions with the title of the song.


1.) If someone says "Are you okay?" you say...

Bangarang (feat. Sirah) by Skrillex

2.) What would best describe your personality? -

What About Now by Daughtry

3.) How would you describe yourself? -

No Surprise by Daughtry

4.) What do you like in a guy/girl? -

A Daydream Away by All Time Low (Yesssss <3 )

5.) How do you feel today? -

I Never Told You by Colbie Caillat

6.) What is your life's purpose? -

Hot Mess by Cobra Starship (Omg XD )

7.) What's your motto? -

You're The One by Rev Theory

8.) What do your friends think of you? -

Tennessee Line by Daughtry

9.) What do your parents think of you? -

Home by Daughtry

10.) What do you think about very often? -

All These Lives by Daughtry

11.) What is 2 + 2? -

Let Me Be Myself by 3 Doors Down

12.) What do you think of your best friend? -

When The Fog Rolls In by Train

13.) What is your life story? -

Feels Like Tonight by Daughtry

14.) What do you want to be when you grow up? -

The Anthem by Good Charlotte

15.) What do you think when you see the person you like? -

Comatose by Skillet

16.) What will you do at your wedding? -

I Knew You Were Trouble by Taylor Swift

17.) What will they play at your funeral? -

Monster by Paramore

18.) What is your hobby/interest? -

Daylight by Maroon 5

19.) What is your biggest fear? -

We Were Made For This - Train

20.) What is your biggest secret? -

Every Time You Turn Around by Daughtry

21.) What do you want right now? -

Open Your Eyes by Daughtry

22.) What do you think of your friends? -

Better Than Drugs by Skillet

23.) What's the worst thing that could happen? -

Those Nights by Skillet

24.) What is the one thing you regret? -

Crashed by Daughtry

25.) What makes you laugh? -

Cute by Stephen Jerzak

26.) What makes you cry? -

Sunday Morning by Maroon 5 (But I love that song! D: It's actually a kind of happy song to me)

27.) Will you ever get married? -

Enchanted by Taylor Swift

28.) What scares you the most? -

Far From Over by Rev Theory

29.) Does anyone like you? -

Lifeline by Papa Roach

30.) What hurts right now? -

Getting Away With Murder by Papa Roach

31.) What are you thinking right now? -

Don't Wake Me by Skillet
  • Mood: Love
  • Listening to: Yellow by Coldplay~ &lt;3
  • Reading: Tex and The Outsiders by S.E. Hinton :D
  • Watching: The Outsiders fan videos
  • Drinking: Mango lemonade :P
~***I'M GIVING AWAY FREE SKETCH REQUESTS TO THE FIRST TEN PEOPLE TO COMMENT ON THIS JOURNAL! But, in return, you have to give away ten free sketches as well! When I see you've posted this journal, I will start your request~!***~

1.) :iconhiccupfangirl11: - Draw Two-Bit in a Mickey Mouse onesie (Needs to be finished completely, colored, and uploaded)

2.) :iconkerbubbles: - Draw us as kittehs :meow:








  • Mood: Love Dazed
  • Listening to: Yellow by Coldplay~ &lt;3
  • Reading: Tex by S.E. Hinton :3
  • Watching: The Outsiders fan videos
  • Eating: Ice cream! :D
1.) Actress/actor you find sexy? -

Rob Lowe, Ralph Macchio, Patrick Swayze, Matt Dillon, James Franco, C. Thomas Howell, and Jeremy Renner (I could seriously go on forever listing actors and actresses I find sexy :P )

2.) What you are doing a lot at the moment? -

Texting :iconkerbubbles: :heart:

3.) Favorite drink? -

Mountain Dew! :D

4.) Reading something? -

Fanfics and Tex by S.E. Hinton ^_^

5.) Playing something? -


6.) Last time you cried? -

Around the middle of May, when my mom and I were fighting and arguing.

7.) Last time you laughed? -

Earlier today, when I watched funny YouTube videos and when :iconkerbubbles: told me something that her mom said XD

9.) Your "go to bed" time in summer? -

Around 1 or 2 in the morning~

10.) Fresh fruits? -

I love fresh fruit! :D I can't really decide which my favorite is ^^;

11.) How are you at the moment? -

Very good~! ^_^ I'm really happy~ <3 c:
  • Mood: Love Dazed
  • Listening to: Yellow by Coldplay~ &lt;3
  • Reading: Tex by S.E. Hinton :3
  • Watching: The Outsiders fan videos
  • Eating: Ice cream! :D

New story!

Journal Entry: Mon May 20, 2013, 2:42 PM
Hey guys! :)

Sorry, it's been a while since I posted a journal... ^^;

Anyway, I've been inspired to draw and write for a while, but have been too lazy to do anything!

And now, I need some help, since I'm going to start a new story. I only have about one character, and I need some other characters to have for the whole story.

It's gonna be based off of the amazing book, The Outsiders, so I need some main characters (Mainly greasers), along with some minor characters and Socs.

I need two characters that my character will fall in love with (One soc and one greaser)

So, if you want me to put your character in my story, you must include -

Name (first and last)



Physical appearance

Soc or Greaser

Relation to my character that you want your character to be (enemy, sibling, friend, etc.)

Thanks, guys! You can send in as many characters as you want :) I really need some characters for this story :)

  • Mood: Excited
  • Listening to: Love Drunk - Boys Like Girls
  • Reading: The Hunger Pains
  • Watching: The Outsiders fan videos
  • Playing: Assassin&#039;s Creed 3
  • Drinking: Strawberry Crush mixed with Fresca~ :3

Smosh quiz! :D

Journal Entry: Mon May 6, 2013, 3:56 PM
[x] You like Donuts
[x] You can be immature and silly sometimes
[/] You have blue eyes (Blueish/green)
[ ] You have breathing problems and/or Asthma
[ ] You had ADHD
[x] You love Ian c;

Le total
{ 3 1/2 }

Ian's Mom -
[x] You like all the videos that Ian's Mom's in
[  ] You wish that Ian's Mom was your Mom
[  ] You actually know Ian's Mom real name
[x] You wish that Ian's Mom got more fanart
[  ] You hate Ian's Mom
[ x ] Milky Milk Shake c;

Le total~
{ 3 }

Charlie The Drunk Guniea Pig -
[ ] You actually believed that in Charlie The Drunk Guinea Pig died in his last episode of Ask Charlie.
[x] You didn't believe that Charlie died in his last episode of AskCharlie
[ x ] You actually believed that  Charlie disapeared when Ian and Anthony made the video about Charlie that he was missing, but he actually wasn't.
[ ] You subscribed to AskCharlie
[x] You want Charlie as a pet
[  ] He has answered your question on AskCharlie

Le total~
{ 3 }

Anthony -
[ ] You have teeth problems
[ ] You have brown eyes
[ ] You prefer him over Ian
[x] He should just stick to one food in Food Battle
[/] You think his girlfriend Kalel is cute
[/] You love cats
[x] His haircut is sexy c;

Le total~
{ 3 }

Kalel -
[x] You have a cat
[ / ] Her vlogs are awesome
[ ] You watch her DIY videos
[/] You wish to have her hair color
[x] You've remember way back when where everyone hated Kalel because she was dating Anthony and other stuff
[x] You know she had previous accounts on YouTube.

Le total~
{ 4 }

Oishi -
[x] You like her style
[ ] You were sad when Shut Up! Cartoons ended her show
[x] You knew that the intro of OHSB was sung by Blood On The Dance Floor.
[x] Her pet Noodles is cute
[ ] You have watched all the videos of Oishi (+ Oishi Orgins)
[ ] Her dad kinda looks like Goku

Le total~
{ 3 }

Teleporting Fat Guy -
[x] Teleporting Fat Guy is awesome
[ ] You have watched him in the cartoon
[ ] Touch my pits (no)
[ ] You know that the glove that Teleporting Guy uses is something else that's actually by a famous video game company.
[ ] You want to date him ( EW NO)
[ ] You hate TPFG

Le total~
{ 1 }

Mari -
[ ] You're Japanese
[/] You watch "Super Mari Fun Time"
[x] You like her videos
[x] She is funny
[x] You know she has a YouTube account
[x] You like her hair

Le total~
{ 4 1/2 }

[x] You have watched all the smosh videos
[ ] You have merchandise by Smosh
[x] You say "firetruck"
[xxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxx] You support Ianthony
[x] You write Smosh fanfictions on your free time
[ ] You have a smosh wallpaper on your computer
[ ] You've sent them mail
[/] You actually want to marry one of the Smosh dudes (or even both)
[x] You have dreams about Smosh
[  ] You actually met them at VidCon

Le total~
{ 6 }

  • Mood: Worried
  • Listening to: Panic! At The Disco - Hurricane :3
  • Reading: Assassin&#039;s Creed - Forsaken
  • Watching: The Outsiders fan videos
  • Playing: Assassin&#039;s Creed 3
  • Eating: Salt and vinegar chips :3
  • Drinking: Water

Want to kill yourself? Read this please!

Journal Entry: Wed Apr 10, 2013, 7:28 PM
Wanna kill yourself? Imagine this.

You come home from school one day. You've had yet another horrible day. You're just ready to give up. So you go to your room, close the door, and take out that suicide note you've written and rewritten over and over and over You take out those razor blades, and cut for the very last time. You grab that bottle of pills and take them all. Laying down, holding the letter to your chest, you close your eyes for the very last time.
A few hours later, your little brother knocks on your door to come tell you dinners ready. You don't answer, so he walks in. All he sees is you laying on your bed, so he thinks you're asleep. He tells your mom this. Your mom goes to your room to wake you up. She notices something is odd. She grabs the paper in your hand and reads it. Sobbing, she tries to wake you up. She's screaming your name. Your brother, so confused, runs to go tell Dad that "Mommy is crying and sissy won't wake up."

Your dad runs to your room. He looks at your mom, crying, holding the letter to her chest, sitting next to your lifeless body. It hits him, what's going on, and he screams. He screams and throws something at the wall. And then, falling to his knees, he starts to cry. Your mom crawls over to him, and they sit there, holding each other, crying.

The next day at school, there's an announcement. The principal tells everyone about your suicide. It takes a few seconds for it to sink in, and once it does, everyone goes silent. Everyone blames themselves. Your teachers think they were too hard on you. Those mean popular girls, they think of all the things they've said to you. That boy that used to tease you and call you names, he can't help but hate himself for never telling you how beautiful you really are. Your ex boyfriend, the one that you told everything to, that broke up with you.. He can't handle it. He breaks down and starts crying, and runs out of the school. Your friends? They're sobbing too, wondering how they could never see that anything was wrong, wishing they could have helped you before it was too late. And your best friend? She's in shock. She can't believe it. She knew what you were going through, but she never thought it would get that bad… Bad enough for you to end it. She can't cry, she can't feel anything. She stands up, walks out of the classroom, and just sinks to the floor. Shaking, screaming, but no tears coming out.

It's a few days later, at your funeral. The whole town came. Everyone knew you, that girl with the bright smile and bubbly personality. The one that was always there for them, the shoulder to cry on. Lots of people talk about all the good memories they had with you, there were a lot. Everyone's crying, your little brother still doesn't know you killed yourself, he's too young. Your parents just said you died. It hurts him, a lot. You were his big sister, you were supposed to always be there for him. Your best friend, she stays strong through the entire service, but as soon as they start lowering your casket into the ground, she just loses it. She cries and cries and doesn't stop for days.
It's two years later. Most of the kids from school to a counselor/therapist at least once a week. Your teachers all quit their job. Those mean girls have eating disorders now. That boy that used to tease you cuts himself. Your ex boyfriend doesn't know how to love anymore and just sleeps around with girls. Your friends all go into depression. Your best friend? She tried to kill herself. She didn't succeed like you did, but she tried…your brother? He finally found out the truth about your death. He self harms, he cries at night, he does exactly what you did for years leading up to your suicide. Your parents? Their marriage fell apart. Your dad became a workaholic to distract himself from your death. Your mom got diagnosed with depression and just lays in bed all day.

People care.
You may not think so, but they do. Your choices don't just effect you. They effect everyone. Don't end your life, you have so much to live for. Things can't get better if you give up. I'm here for absolutely anyone that needs to talk, no matter who you are. Even if we've NEVER talked before,
I'm here for you.
♥ It hurts. Things do eventually get better. don't give up. ♥

Copy and paste this as your journal to show people there are people out there that care.


Please, don't kill yourself. Everyone cares and there's no reason to leave this world, just because you had a bad day. Just because things are tough, doesn't mean they won't get better. I promise you, if you live, things will get better.

  • Listening to: Panic! At The Disco - Hurricane :3
  • Reading: Assassin&#039;s Creed - Forsaken and Life Of Pi
  • Watching: Smosh :D
  • Playing: Assassin&#039;s Creed 3
  • Eating: Nothing :c
  • Drinking: Water

Devious Journal Entry

Journal Entry: Thu Mar 21, 2013, 1:31 PM
I've done it again >_<

Have any of you ever seen someone or a certain pairing and looked them up?

Yeah, don't do that ._.

I wondered what kickthestickz was and now that I've looked it up... I think I'm getting addicted to another pairing XD

But anyway... Any of you guys like the pairing? I feel like only two people on DA would even know what I'm talking about XD

Also, I'm really bored. Anyone wanna rp with me?

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  • Reading: Assassin&#039;s Creed - Forsaken and The Hobbit
  • Watching: Smosh :D
  • Playing: Assassin&#039;s Creed 3
  • Eating: Nothing :c
  • Drinking: Water

Contest details!

Journal Entry: Wed Mar 20, 2013, 5:59 PM
Prizes -

First place - As many points I have at that time + a chapter update (of your choice) or oneshot + five features from your gallery (my pick) + A shoutout on DA (and/or Wattpad if you have one)

Second place - A short story + a llama/watch/two favorites (my pick) + a mini shoutout on DA + three features from your gallery (my pick)

Third place - A watch/llama/one favorite (my pick) + one feature from your gallery (my pick)

End of contest - April 20th (As of right now)

Can write or draw, whichever you'd like to do ^_^ But it has to have my girlfriend and I in it. I'll be posting pics soon :)

Rules (Damn it can't think of very many D: ) -

No nudity

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  • Listening to: Panic! At The Disco - The Ballad Of Mona Lisa :D
  • Reading: Assassin&#039;s Creed - Forsaken and The Hobbit
  • Watching: Smosh :D
  • Playing: Assassin&#039;s Creed 3
  • Eating: Nothing :c
  • Drinking: Dr. Pepper :3

Random update + contest?

Journal Entry: Wed Mar 20, 2013, 4:56 PM
So I know a few of you are wondering why I haven't posted any stories for a while, and that's because I haven't been feeling well and I also have writer's block :(

But, hopefully I'll get out of this writer's block soon

And on another subject, I'm thinking about making a contest and I was wondering if anyone would join :P

Prizes would probably be points and some short stories, if any of you were wondering :3

  • Mood: Excited
  • Listening to: Panic! At The Disco - The Ballad Of Mona Lisa :D
  • Reading: Assassin&#039;s Creed - Forsaken and The Hobbit
  • Watching: Smosh :D
  • Playing: Assassin&#039;s Creed 3
  • Eating: Nothing :c
  • Drinking: Dr. Pepper :3

My first YouTube video! :D

Journal Entry: Mon Mar 11, 2013, 2:01 PM…

It's really awkward XD and I just hate how awkward it was...

Oh, well XD

Hope you guys enjoy! I know it's short, but if you guys like it enough, I'll post more soon :)

  • Mood: Nervous
  • Listening to: Ultimate Assassin&#039;s Creed 3 Song - Smosh
  • Reading: Assassin&#039;s Creed - Forsaken and Warm Bodies
  • Watching: Smosh :D
  • Playing: Assassin&#039;s Creed 3
  • Eating: Nothing :c
  • Drinking: Water~